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February 19, 2011

Journal Entry: Sat Feb 19, 2011, 1:02 PM



Been awhile since I've written in here.  Deviantart has done a nice job with these journal updates I must say!  No more dealing with codes in between.

Life is very different since the last time I've posted.  Hardly anymore partying, quitting alcohol, exercise, vitamins, more involved with school.. and I plan to spend more time on hobbies and some other things I want to learn.  All-in-all I'm doing fairly well.  I feel much better as a person as well.

It's going to be a great year!


  • Mood: Stumped

September 10

Journal Entry: Tue Sep 7, 2010, 9:45 AM



Oh my has so many things happened.. my grandfather and my dog passed.. along with 2 friends of mine.  I still cry everytime I think of my dog and I see her in my dreams almost every night and cry in my dreams/sleep because I know she's not really there.

Aside from all the depressing stuff, I'm back in grad school and this semester might really be the death of me.. but then again there's a lot of things I don't have to worry about this school year that I had to deal with last year.  I'm going to be staying home a lot more and working on schoolwork and hobbies.. I'm tired of dealing with some of the things the people around here cause.  I'm getting too old for all of that crap and I just don't want it in my life.

I'm staying positive and I've set some personal goals for myself. All in all I'm fairly happy.. just busy with school.

Look forward for some new charms, jewelry, plushies, and maybe some outer wear.


  • Mood: Stumped

February 10

Journal Entry: Mon Feb 22, 2010, 11:43 PM


Grad school has been busy busy busy..

We're going to be taking participants in our robotics study this weekend.  It feels like everything at school is unorganized.  It's lucky I work from home, otherwise I don't know how I'd get through school since I have to be there almost everyday even when I don't have classes.  I've been sooo stressed out with so many things to do and people who can't clearly explain things to me so that I can complete what needs to be done.

I have a bunch of charms that have been sitting here waiting to be painted and glittered and glazed.. as well as some cut out fabric patterns waiting to be sewn.  I'm going to incorporate some of my art ideas with my school projects.. hopefully I won't regret doing that.

My personal/social life is just really blah.  I love my friends but I've been hiding in my shell pretty much.  I've never been so busy before.  Three graduate-level classes with huge research study projects, my practicum with my project working with Schlumberger (similar to an Internship), maintaining my duties as treasurer of Human Factors and Ergonomics Student Chapter, keeping up with seminars and all the journal articles relating to those, and my job developing a website for a company with over 26 pages of products.  I guess I'm a little bit in over my head.  On top of that I've been having sleeping issues.  BLAH! I need a vacation already.



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  • Mood: Wow!
  • Watching: the OC
  • Playing: l4d2, grand fantasia

January 10

Journal Entry: Thu Jan 7, 2010, 6:05 PM


First of all I'd like to thank :icondannscreations: for giving me the awesome gift of a year subscription :iconkirbyishappyplz:

and also to the random deviant who bought me a print of


My grandmother passed away on my dad's side on new years eve.  The first buddhist funeral ceremony was an experience.  Usually people only have one monk to perform the ceremony, but since my dad is pretty popular with the temple, all the monks came out for us.. my dad was surprised and happy.  We were up front and center, and my dad was shaking when he was holding the traditional white headbands that we wear when they were being blessed.  I was pretty nervous but when I saw my dad's tears, the rest of the world disappeared..

Aside from that, life has been pretty good.  I've gone back to the old me.. I hate being a weak person.. and that's not going to happen again =]  
I gave my best friend a scarf that I sewed for him and I can't believe how happy he was with it.  I also got some awesome feedback from a satisfied customer.  Things like this really motivate me to make more things.
I've got some really, really great people in my life right now.  I have to say I'm very grateful for many things.  I did have a good birthday week (my bday was dec 20).

Happiness is a perception ;]


As soon as I fix my messed up sleeping schedule and lack of stamina to stay awake, I'll be submitting more things.



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  • Mood: Love
  • Watching: supernatural
  • Playing: l4d2, grand fantasia

Wishlist

Journal Entry: Sun Dec 6, 2009, 7:01 PM
From: [link]

THE BASICS: write a Christmas/Holiday wish list. It can be any 10 wishes you'd like to have granted, no matter what they are. Possible or seemingly impossible. People look and grant the wishes if they can. It's not about "OMFG PRESENTS", it's about making someone else's holiday a little brighter by giving. Personally, I get more out of giving than receiving sometimes. It's just a good feeling to give.

STEP ONE

** Make a post in your journal. The post should contain your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple and fun ("I'd love a Snape/Hermione icon that's just for me") to medium ("I wish for _____ on DVD") to really big ("All I want for Christmas is a new car/computer/house/TV.") The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.

** If you wish for real possible things, make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where Santa (or one of his elves) could get in touch with you. In this case, you can always just note someone on dA for the sake of privacy.

** Make sure you post some version of these guidelines in your journal, so that others can join in and participate to spread the holiday joy!


STEP TWO

** Surf this forum ( [link] ) and browse the lists. Here's the important part:

** If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use--or even know where you could get someone's dream purebred Basset Hound for free--do it.

** You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf--to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not--it's your call.

There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just...wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special.



My Wishlist:



1. A glittery kitty or kittygirl icon with something that makes it "mz" kitty

2. A deviantart sub extension

3. A cute journal layout

4. Something handmade with tentacles - jellyfish, squid, octopus

5. More friends to chat with/comment on deviantart

6. To have an awesome birthday (dec. 20)


email: lxmzkittyxl (at!) earthlink (dot) net




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November 09

Journal Entry: Sat Nov 7, 2009, 12:38 AM
I guess it's time for an update.

I've been having a hell of a lot of things on my plate.  I prefer not to go into details.  You live you learn.

RIP to my guinea pig Hedwig.  He was a part of the family, everyone loved him.  I've been making up for my bad feelings for Hedwig by spoiling Momo.  I made her cage bigger, bought her new carpet, bought her a princess bed (which she still hasn't used), and a purple covered litter box (to keep from things flying out of the litter box out of the cage and having to sweep everyday).  She is my little princess.  My dog's health is deteriorating more rapidly.  She had diarrhea all day yesterday and hardly wants to eat today.  It's about that time where I think she's not enjoying life so much anymore.  She walks slowly like she's in pain and only gets up from her bed to eat or go outside and sometimes visit me in my room when I cry.

My creativity is at a high.  I have so many more ideas in my head.  I'm going to start working with resin and see how I like that as it's a lot more durable than polymer.  I'm still doing research on the process, and I have 93% of the supplies I need.  I'm really excited to try it but I want to make sure I don't mess anything up.  People have bought almost everything in my shop and I need to fill it up.  I also have some more plushie ideas.  The only process I hate in sewing is drawing and cutting out the pattern pieces.  Everytime I think of it, it "de-motivates" me lol.

I still have some paintings in mind.. minus one as it was going to be a surprise for someone who isn't around anymore.  I just have to get all my stuff ready at home so I can be an art hermit.  I also have designs in mind for a website, and original characters.  I just hope I'm able to have some finished products of all these ideas this time, and put my $500 tablet to use.


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  • Mood: Angsty
  • Watching: Daria

September 09

Journal Entry: Sat Sep 19, 2009, 12:42 AM



I guess it's time for another monthly update.

I want to say that MJ's death still saddens me.  I was really looking forward to his new move.

Growing up an only child with no real friends until I was 7, my best friends were my tape player and my TV (I only watched morning Sesame Street, Mr. Rogers, then the rest of the day was MTV).  I had every Michael Jackson cassette tape.  I once called a radio station with my mom to win tickets to an MJ concert, the radio guy picked up but I was too shy to say anything.. and by the time my mom grabbed the phone the guy hung up.  (Most people didn't know I was capable of talking until I was in the 8th grade.)  I watched anything related to Michael and I still have the Moonwalker movie.  He kept me company, and so in a weird corny way, I feel like I lost a childhood friend.

School is becoming increasingly busy.  So many projects, meetings, seminars, papers, and now the responsibilities of Treasurer.  I've never been so involved in school and actually working hard.  I always managed to half-ass everything and pass.. but now I'm actually doing the reading, doing assignments before the last min, etc.  I wish I could manage my time even better, but my brain doesn't work unless the sun is way out of sight.  There are a few issues that need attending, but honestly I don't have time to deal with emotions.  My main focus is getting done what needs to be done, and being happy with whatever I have or am experiencing at the moment.  I don't have time to be sad.

Not all is lost, though.  I'm incorporating my hobby with my schoolwork.  One of my projects I chose to design a website to sell my handmade goods.  That will also push me to make more items to go in my shop.  I've also been enjoying turning boring oversized t-shirts into cute party shirts.  I've been getting a whole lot of compliments for them also.  Sewing is great.  I wish I had more time to take sewing workshops and improve my skills.  I wish I had more time for a lot of things..  On the bright side, I am coming close to finalizing my characters for my cutesy web comic.

One last thing.. I'd like to ask people to vote to have Paranormal Activity independent film to show in Houston.  I really want to see this.  Nothing has been truly scary in a long time and this movie is said to leave some people physically shaken.  [link] demand it and vote for Houston.. thx.

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  • Mood: Lonely
  • Watching: Aqua Teen Hunger Force Colon Movie Film
  • Playing: Aion - Siel Server - Elyos side
  • Eating: French onion dip and Ruffles Cheddar & Sour Cr
  • Drinking: Corona Light

Devious Journal Entry

Journal Entry: Fri Aug 21, 2009, 2:44 PM



Frustrated

So

There's only 2-3 more days of summer until school starts.  I'm pretty satisfied with my A- in human factors engineering class over the summer.

I'm frustrated because I seemed to have misplaced my little idea book.

I enjoy making my cute little charms and plushies.. its just that the things that I make are pretty generic.  Common items with cute faces.  I don't mind it but I really want to make something more original.  My own original cute character(s).

But I'm having a hard time because everything I come up with looks like something someone else has done.

I also still want to put out this comic that I've had in my head for a very long time now.  I reinstalled photoshop and illustrator on my windows 7.  I'm having trouble coming up with an original look for those characters also.  They mostly come out looking like chibi characters.. anime look isn't exactly original, although regardless of what I say I know in the end (if there ever is one) the final will have anime influences.

I've always been really good at copying things.. music, art.. but not so good with original.  I don't know how people do it.  What's in my head never comes out the way it's supposed to.. even when I talk.


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  • Mood: Tired
  • Playing: maple story demethos server, starfy

August 09

Journal Entry: Tue Aug 4, 2009, 2:20 AM



August 09


hmmm.. so i guess it's time for an update

Of course I'm procrastinating, I have my final tomorrow.  I typed up my notes for the final, color coded them, made a review sheet, put them in page protectors, and put them in a folder lol.  Yeah, super nerd.  I need to study my ass off to keep my A in the class.. it shouldn't be too bad, I hope.

On a brighter note, I'll have 2 weeks of summer vacay.. although I'm completely broke.  My dad doesn't have anymore overtime, so we're all on a budget.  I was really hoping to go to seaworld for a day but I guess that's not going to happen.  Then again, that leaves me more time to make and put more things in my shop.  Although lately I've had a few people buy things in my shop and then disappear and not pay for them.  It's a bit frustrating..

I've been coming up with so many ideas for things to create.  I don't know where this sudden blast of creativity came from.  I'm having to write/draw it all down in my idea book.  It really blows when I come up with something and I don't have my book on me and I forget.  I just wish there was more time in a day to do everything I want to do.  I've been saying that forever but honestly sometimes I'm just so lazy or exhausted that I don't really do anything but browse the web or read manga.  So many damn things in my head but not so much action.  At the same time I want to have a social life and spend time with the people I love.

Speaking of which, I'm having a hard time realizing who really are my true friends and who aren't.  I'm too trusting in people and I really put myself out there for people.. then I end up getting screwed.  It happens all the time it's not even funny.. one of my friends say I have really bad judgment in people.  My other friend tells me that that is who I am, and I shouldn't change that about myself.  It really hurts and some people do some really messed up things.  I also know I'm not always the perfect friend but I do apologize when I do something wrong.. speaking of which yet again, I just recently found out that it seems some people can't accept my apology when, in my opinion, what I did was just miscommunication and wasn't that big of a deal.

I'm not going to change that about myself.  I do wish I wasn't so broken from my past that I'm unable to physically express certain emotions at certain times.  I don't want to hurt or offend anyone if I don't seem happy to see someone or show appreciation when someone does or says something nice.  I can't even look people in the eye when I talk to them.  I tend to give people the impression that I don't care, when I actually do.  I guess that's why I find it easier to talk through text msgs or im's or emails, etc.


I miss my deep random silly convos w/ Meekers.

Back to studying.

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  • Mood: Tired
  • Reading: Nana vol. 9
  • Playing: wonderking

July 09

Journal Entry: Sun Jul 12, 2009, 5:05 PM
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July 09


So I'm sitting here watching invader zim and remaking the kitty squid for an order I received, and I'm thinking I really want to work with a different medium.  It's frustrating how one tiny bump or scratch on the charm can warp the entire thing.  I've also had trouble finding the perfect glaze after the one I'd been using was discontinued.  They either turn yellow really fast or never really dry or just look disgusting.

Summer school isn't so bad.  The class is actually interesting as it pertains to what I hope to do later.  It's just that for the quizzes and tests you have to memorize everything word for word.

My bunny Momo is becoming the sweetest thing in the world.. with just a little bit of crazy.  I hope to have her for a long time.  The rabbit forum's oldest bunny was 16 years.  Whenever I get my own place I want to get a flemish giant.  They're bunnies as big as dogs and as sweet and smart as dogs.. but litter box trained!  My guinea pig Hedwig is still living upstairs from Momo in his little penthouse suite (I made a 3-story cage for them).  All he cares about is food.  He won't even let you touch him and only comes up to you if you have food - which he quickly snatches away and goes to his hidey house to eat it.  Momo is very smart and picks up on everything that goes on in the house.. very sensitive to people's emotions.  My dog is getting very old and we give her arthritis medicine every night.. but you can still see her struggle to stand.  She slips and slides everywhere =T  I'm considering giving Hedwig away but I don't know who would want him or who I can trust him with.  It's getting very expensive to have to buy separate guinea pig food, and different type of cage litter and puppy pads for him.  His long hair adds for extra care.  I'm pretty sure he wouldn't be so skittish if someone spent more time with him.  He's actually guinea pig show quality.  The breeder I got him from won many awards.

Okay I guess I should submit this because it's been sitting open for an hour.



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  • Mood: Lazy
  • Watching: Invader Zim on justin.tv
  • Playing: chocobo's dungeon
  • Drinking: strawberry limeade

June 09

Journal Entry: Thu Jun 4, 2009, 1:45 AM
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June 09

it's nearing the end of my short summer before summer school.  i've failed 2 plushies and have been practicing different techniques.  

i don't feel very productive and i'm tired all the time.. no matter how much i sleep.

i don't regret anything from this short summer.. i made and lost friends already in such a short time.. it sounds bad, but it's better to know the truth.

my teacher gave me a C+ on a 2-semester long course.. C's don't transfer so I have to retake the second semester.. which means i have to randomly join a group that's halfway through their project/study.. and i have to go through the whole conference and presenting again.. whatever.

anyway, time to enjoy the last of my summer.. during summer school i have to do another study and another presentation.. yay.


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  • Mood: uNF!

summer 09

Mon May 18, 2009, 11:15 PM
  • Mood: uNF!







JEEZ have I been busy..

So my summer is basically until the June 8 when i start summer class.. a graduate summer class at that.  Ohhh it's going to be hell.

But until then I have a few little projects planned.  I'm not sure if I have time to finish everything as I've been doing a little.. soul searching?  Been doing different things and hanging out with different people to see which parts of 'me' I really like.  I have to admit it's been a bit strange and surprisingly stressful.  I've been running into a lot of negativity and I don't like that.  I don't like people who continuously talk shit either.. or continuously complain about people *cough*.  It's not in good taste and tells a lot about the person saying it.  [Unless you're Chelsea Lately, she's hilarious.]  I mean yeah everyone gets pissed off and needs to vent but I think you know what I mean about people who are always talking like that.  I'd trade my popularity at any second for a small group of really close friends who hang out 24/7 and have been close for many years.  Unfortunately, my past was very..

Well, anyway.  I'm switching from my brother sewing machine to a Singer my best friend got for me.  I've sewed a few things on the brother but I'm not familiar with the Singer.  I actually kind of lost the Singer and found it in my dad's closet for some reason.  I'm still not that great with the sewing machine.  My seams are still sometimes crooked and there's a lot of techniques that I don't know.  I'm kind of just teaching myself as I go with whatever I choose to sew.  I have 2 failed plushies so far lol.  One was too small to get the shape right.. and one was lope-sided.

Much to do on my short summer without the stresses of school!


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the great yokai war





utada hikaru - sakura drops


funny.

Tue Apr 28, 2009, 12:07 AM
  • Mood: Shitty
  • Watching: aqua teen hunger force







how things can change so quickly..

i'm not actually understanding the current situation.. but i believe that excuses were made in order for things to happen.  some very hurtful things were said to me and untrue observations.  in 2 weeks i hardly had time to do my part.. the other was unhappy but they were also the ones who kept getting mad and starting arguments.  i was sad for one day during that time (and for which assumed reason was wrong) and i didn't get a chance to do anything.  at least i know the truth now.  i really don't understand the point of the second time around if this was the truth all along.  i thought the return was because 5-6 months did make it strong enough.  whatever.  i'll never understand.



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the great yokai war





utada hikaru - sakura drops


hmmm..

Mon Apr 20, 2009, 12:55 AM
  • Mood: Lazy
  • Watching: aqua teen hunger force







So strange.. almost everytime i start to write in this blog i get a deja vu.. a different one everytime.

Let's see..

Things have finally turned around.
I went to Anime Matsuri and had a blasty blast.  I was dressed as gunner yuna from ffx2 (here's a bad pic [link]).  I got to see DJ Heavygrinder and... MIYAVI!!!! I was front row at the concert and got smushed by all the fans.  Every joint in my body was in pain afterwards but it was so worth it.

School is getting super busy again as the end of the semester is nearing.  I get about a month off then I have to take summer school.. yippee..  I was hoping for a summer off but this class isn't given again until fall '10.. and I'm hoping to graduate by then.. but now i'm not so sure bc I might not be able to start my intern in the fall like I was hoping to.  Requirements are like 24 graduate hours completed and i'll only have 19 by then.  I'm supposed to have 9 hours of intern.. 3 per semester.

Today marks the 1 year anniversary of adopting my bunny, Momo. =]

Okay I'm done with the random chatter for now.

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princess bride





miyavi


when it rains it pours

Sun Mar 29, 2009, 10:10 PM
  • Mood: Screwed
  • Reading: Twilight, again, without thinking of anyone
  • Watching: that 70's show







In addition to my previous post, a whole crapload of other things happened..  when it rains it pours.  Turns out the midterm I had trouble studying for.. bombed it, got sick, found out the devastating news about miyavi, and fucked up my car.  Part of me wishes I flew out the window.  I stupidly was browsing around online and saw somethings I didn't want to see.  I wish I could erase it from my memory.  
I feel okay sometimes and sometimes I don't.  
I feel like I'm cursed.
I want things to turn around.
School isn't keeping me busy enough at the moment.

Good thing is I finally felt like I got some sleep the other day. Sleep is restless and in short intervals. 20 minutes of sleep still feel like several hours though.  I got new barbells with dangly stars on them for my piercings.  I made a new body chain.  My gunner yuna cosplay came in.. umm.. what else is good.. I'm gonna start sewing again.. I got the stuff I need now and apparently the time.  My room is a mini studio now (2 keyboards, keyboard stand, mic, guitar, bass guitar, amps).. just missing a mic stand and my bass needs to be restrung.  I might make a youtube or fb video.. maybe.

Great.  Food coma.


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got the twilight dvd





Punk Goes Pop 2


Spring Break

Sat Mar 21, 2009, 3:26 AM
  • Mood: Hungry







YEAH I bought myself a subscription to deviantart.. i deserve it damn it.

Oh so many things on my mind.  I wasn't sure to write a private journal, but i'm not sure many people read this anyway.

Last week my uncle had an aneurysm while i was studying for midterms.. it was very difficult.  His surgery was supposed to be 2 hours but lasted 8.  He's still in the hospital.  There was actually a little more drama added to that weekend but i'm not going to go into that..

Instead of going into that let's just say I've been single for a little while now.  It's been rough.. especially realizing how much he actually wants me in his life (obviously not enough).. regardless of how wonderful he said I was while we were breaking up.  I have my own thoughts and opinions on his leaving but it doesn't matter because I know it's not going to change anything.  He thinks I don't understand that there's too many things going on in his life and that he can't include me even though I've been a great girlfriend.  I never asked him for anything really.  I never asked him to buy me anything or to go off and get things for me.  All I ever really asked was for him to come out and see me once in a while.  Every girl wants to see their boyfriend and not have to be the one to make the drive every single time for 3 months straight.  Apparently this was too much for him and he left.  It's funny, I think back to our arguments and it was all about or coming from frustration of not being able to be physically together.  Anyway, I know there's an underlying factor and I know what it is.. it's probably pretty obvious to anyone reading this.


So the other day my mom, my dad, and I went to check out the new supertarget by my house.  My dad says, "The eye doctor told me I need to get and eyelid tuck.  Maybe after that my eyes will be as big as yours!" O.O My eyes aren't that big!  You people are just.. used to asians with small eyes lol.

I don't want to get into it.. but there's a few reasons I need to go to the doctor.  I was supposed to go today but i tossed and turned for 5 hours until my alarm went off.  I wasn't about to wait at a health clinic from 7am - 2pm without any sleep.

All around a lovely spring break!


I can't wait until all of this is over.  There's going to be a lot of changes.

I'll be on deviantart more often also.. I think.  Feels good to vent.

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waiting to buy the twilight dvd





nanaimo





paramore - decode


  • Mood: Hungry
  • Listening to: paramore - decode
  • Reading: no more twilight =(
  • Watching: Natsume Yujincho
  • Playing: mabinogi
Rules:
Go to [link] and type in your answers to the following questions.

Post the first definition it gives you.

1.) Your name: jasmine

a beautiful unique girl who is incredibly fun and wise.
loud and has a lot of spunk.
girls wanna be her, guys wanna have her.
often immitated, but never replaced.
an honest and loving person who isnt afraid to speak the truth.
guy #1: i want a jasmine kinda girl.
guy #2: i'd go around the world and back to get her.

girl #1: you saw how mario was looking at that girl jasmine?
girl #2: i'd give anything to be a jasmine.



2.) Your age: 26

750ml of alky
1 mickey + 1 mickey = a 26


3.) What should you be doing: Studying

An excuse you give your friends when you want to stay home alone and masturbate. Also known as 'reading' 'cleaning your room' or writing a term paper.
"Want to hang out?"

"No, I'm going to stay home and study."



4.) Your favorite color: pink

slang reference to the vagina
im gonna get me some pink


5.) Birthplace: Panama City

Area Code: 850

Proper Definition;

Panama City is a city located along U.S. Highway 98 in Bay County, Florida. It is the largest city between Pensacola, Florida and Tallahassee, Florida. As of the 2000 census, the city population was 36,417; by 2004, the city's population had grown to 37,079, according to Census Bureau estimates. It is the county seat of Bay CountyGR6 and is located just east of the vacation destination Panama City Beach.

My Definition;

Place of many rednecks and too many drugs. Lots of skanks live here. & Spring Break is outrageous. Too many Spring breakers who think it's okay to liter on OUR beach. FUCK YOU.
Example;
Hey man. I just moved to Panama City. & DAYUM! There are so many sluts here.


6.) Month of your birth: December

The month in which the hottest women are born.
That girl is FINE! She must have been born in December.


7.) Last person you talked to: mom

The woman who loves you unconditionally from birth, the one who puts her kids before herself and the one who you can always count on above everyone else.

Just telling her your problems makes you feel better because mom's always know how to make it all go away.

Even if you fight, know that she's just looking out for your best interests.
Where would you be without your mom?

awww


8.) One of your nicknames: kitty

Kitty (kit'e) n: Soft, cute, playful with fangs and claws.
Nonono Mini Me. We do not gnaw on our kitty. Just love him, stroke him. Muhaha Muhahaha Muhahahaha!!!!!
-Dr. Evil
  • Mood: Hungry
  • Listening to: attack attack - stick stickly
So I added a bunch of charms and I put them in my shop.. hope you like!  I'm planning on making some plushies in the near future.

Grad school is kicking my ass.. I barely have time for anything.  I did get a chance to go to the meridian to see Attack Attack and Escape the Fate.  Frikkin awesome.. I made personal friends with john the bass player from attack attack.  He's very sweet and uses a lot of smiley faces :) lol. He makes me feel old tho bc I'm waayy older than him.. I'm old period. Sigh.

I jumped on the twilight bandwagon.  It's great.  Vampires.. more realistic.

I've also been playing as a special guest in my friends' band Otenki.  Here's a vid if you're interested [link]

I think something is wrong with me because I'm sleepy all the time, regardless of how much sleep I've had.

err okay that's all i can think of to write..

I RAN OUT OF MY DEVIANTART SUBSCRIPTION... DONATE PLZ?? XD

fall 08

Journal Entry: Wed Nov 5, 2008, 8:30 PM
  • Mood: I Have To Pee
  • Listening to: sharam - party all the time
  • Watching: clannad
  • Drinking: green tea heaven
Dear m-rogers:iconm-rogers:,

I don't really know how to tell you this, but I dislike you. I think I realized it when I changed tennis shoes in your camping car and I saw you carve your initials into my father. I'm sure you're scarred enough to understand how awful I've felt. I'm returning your old lottery coupons to you, but I'll keep your left ear as a memory. You should also know that I told in my confession today about the incarnation as an eskimo.

Go burn,
mz-kitty

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lol anyway.

grad school has been kicking my ass.. along with a few other new things in my life.  i'm fairly happy and i'm hoping to add a lot more stuff to the site and my shop real soon.  i've learned that you must lose a lot in order to gain so much more.. and when you do gain it you appreciate every bit of it.  like rihanna says, just live your life!

btw i hope u clicked that link if u read that mikhale lol.

i've also learned to use my sewing machine and i've made a few pillow cases with the professional seams.. its so fun! i wish there was more time to do all the things i want.. sleep is such a waste of time!



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Journal Entry: Mon Jul 28, 2008, 8:29 PM
  • Mood: Apprehensive
  • Watching: dragon zakura
  • Drinking: ramune
sorry for the lack of updates

i've been playing ffxi  XD

so i've been debating on whether or not to leave houston for awhile and attend school elsewhere.  seems like a good change of scenery and people would do me well.. but at the same time i don't want to feel like i'm running away.  whenever i do come back to houston i'd still be on the same terms with most people.

my poison mushroom sold the same day but i never got any feedback on it =T  i'm trying to brainstorm and think of new charms to make but i'm so distracted by ffxi and my jdramas. i'll probably make another poison mushroom or two and put em on there.  i'll try and see what else i can come up with.  if not i'm going to paint something and maybe sell it.

i'm going to let someone have their way with my hair on wednesday.. i'm scared lol.. but they want me to be a hair model on sunday so why not, eh?

mzkitty takes too many cat naps.. yawn..



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